So, Haruko-san and I talked about my last entry. It was suppose to be a heart to heart. It turned out to not be. Yeah, basically, I pissed her off for being pissed off and not even thinking about taking her advice, to put it bluntly.

She left for a walk. I'm sitting here doing an entry.

Sadly, I know it's my fault. I'm to blame. Maybe I did this on purpose? I actually think that maybe, subconciously, I got pissed at her so she could get pissed at me, therefore, I can be mad at her (vice versa). What's the point of that you ask? Simple. I've only just figured it out. If we're mad at each other, then my mind thinks it won't be as bad when she leaves.

Sad logic. That's what I have.

Anyway, I -heretofore!- vow that this diary will no longer be for shitty entries. I'm merely going to speak of the happenings of the day, funny anecdotes, and silly things. Writing my real feelings for others to see only causes problems.

So, this will now be the happy diary.

Or, random hating of things that aren't important and/or are annoying to me.

*shurg*

This is it.

The corks on the bottle.

~Topaz~