Yeah...

Ok, so I'm sick... dunno if it's a cold or allergies or what, but I feel sick. Y'know, the same ol' sore throat, stuffy/running nose, and somewhat dizzy.

On Friday we all went to the Giant Panda for a feast of Chinese foods... yum.... I bought DDR... all is awesome.

Sat. and Sun. Penguin and I went to the Panda's cabin. It was fun unitl I got sick, and it was still fun then too.

Today I got the check from my Grammy and a letter from Aya-chan. <3 Can't use the check until tomorrow, but all will be well. .^^

Now on to some actual blarging

I've been trying to figure out what it is that I'm suppose to do with my life. I just don't really know... I don't really have a calling, besides writing, and I don't know what my purpose is. Am I just suppose to find a job and work for the rest of my life unitl I die of a heartattack? Am I simply suppose to lay around and be all "dur" while others do great, awesome things and cheer them on with a little flag? Am I suppose to help others with their great schemes or am I suppose to stay out of it?

I just don't know. None of my SGs seem to expect me to do anything grand... Just make myself a better person over all which, dammit, takes a lot of time.

Penguin and Panda have their great plan... Am I suppose to help? I know I need to support it, and I do... but I just don't know.

I suppose I'm simply asking the great question, ne? "What is my purpose for being alive?" Not easy to answer and has many different parts to it.

I'm just a little confused.

Maybe after this summer I'll figure something out, but I doubt it. I"m not very smart. I can't help myself let alone others.

Oh well. Better finish the Japanese workbook.

.>_O

And get some more rest.

I'll just leave on this little note:

"I bet Swift likes to eat babies, too."

Bai bai,

Topaz Tribal