Oh. MY. Fucking. GOD!

O_<. Ok, yeah. So last night, some shit went down while I was talking to my Panda Pants. We ended up both very frazzeled and talking until 4 in the morning. I didn't get to sleep until 6 or so in the morning because of my stupid head and tomatoes. Oh lord... my head was not with me last night. It was totally against me.

Anyway, I don't want to divulge details... but things are changed from what I thoght was going to happen in the future. I REALLY don't wanna go into details, and no one is allowed to know except for Panda until later.... but... Oh god...

It's so unpredicted! It's just like >_O. Shwa? Since when? But... Oh... my head... yeah...

Let's just say that... THE guy and I more than likely won't be saying "I do" to each other.

I ... I ... Yeah. He's a cheater. Things go down... I leave... bad/very GOOD things happen. With the help of Topaz on the pendulum and Panda and My tomates, I've come up with a good plotline of events. *tilts head* It's so... UN-freakin-EXPECTED! But... not bad... not bad at all... though some may disagree... >_>.

But from now on... I'm on a diet. >_<. Dammit, stupid diet... .>_>; I hate it, but love it. If all goes well, I'll be 110 in 3 years. o_o. It seems so... foreign.... 110 pounds... O_O. So... not me... but... it will/has to be.

O___O. I... hope I haven't said... too much.

....

You will never know~!

It's my secret.

*heart*

~Topaz Tribal~