"Do You Realize - that happiness makes you cry
Do You Realize - that everyone you know someday will die
And instead of saying all of your goodbyes - let them know
You realize that life goes fast
It's hard to make the good things last
You realize the sun doesn't go down
It's just an illusion caused by the world spinning round"
-- "Do You Realize"
-- By: The Flaming Lips

Something about that song... Just... something about it that makes me... I can't even explain. Sad wouldn't really be right, nor would introspective, or any other word I can come up with. I suppose you can say that it makes me feel. Yeah, just feel.

Anyway, skipped Math and English (late english) today. I felt it was a good thing to do. Maybe not. But I did write in my story. That made me happy. .^^

I think I missed some thunder last night. I'm so pissed. I wanna walk in the rain! AND it always rains and thunders when I'm fucking ASLEEP! Dammit.

Oh well. I'll catch the rain sometime. I hope.

Used the board again last night, had some things said to me, and apparently, out of 61 past lives together, Panda and I have been lovers in 60 of them. Now, that's not to say that we had a serious relationship in all of those fucking lives. It just means we fucked. XD So, it could have been a crap load of one night stands! I wouldn't put it past us! Heh.

I plan on making a change in my life, but I wish to do some more research before I reveal my plans. Don't worry, it's not like it's a HUGE change, and it won't really effect much but my own personal beliefs, and maybe the way strangers percieve me? I dunno. But I have to look into it. This little project probably won't come to frutation until the next semsester though. I need a more natural atmosphere for it....

.o_o Have I said too much as it is?!

.^^ I bet you're all curious. Oh well. You'll all know in time. I assure you.

It's not like it's that important to anyone besides me.

To my research!!

Ja, bai bai!!

<3

~Topaz Tribal~