Ok, I haven't updated in a while, so I decided that I should... especially since I'm at work, my boss is home sick, and I have NOTHING to do until the mail arrives.

I'll start out with the dream I had the night before last.

I was at UWS and I saw Master O. (I have never seen him in real life, but he has been idolized as a sex prof. by my friends) Anywho, I saw him, he looked a bit too nerdy for me and I was dissapointed.

I go walk across the expance of lawn between Old Main and RSC. However, instead of it having green grass and trees and the like, it was empty, dusty, and covered in dry leaves. I walk up to RSC and I have this leaf bunny. It's a dead leaf in the shape of a bunny, but it is actually ALIVE! I walk up to Octoberfest, (don't ask) and I try to give him the bunny. He looks at it for a while and says no. I take the bunny back and look at it. It starts to crack and cry out in pain. I hold it really gently and shush it, trying to help it as I walk away from RSC to CMO.

I awaken.

With the help of Topaz-san (my main SG) I figured out the dream.

Master O = my education

Desolate UWS = UWS is nothing without Aya-chan and Panda with me

Octoberfest = his actual soul that I was meeting in my dream

Dying Leaf Bunny = My feelings and emotions

Apparently, in a past life, I broke Octoberfest's heart so his soul is not willing to take my soul's freindship... if that makes any sense. .^^;;

It's really sad and I kinda wanna apologize, but that is silly. I can't just go up to him and be all "... Sorry.... You know why." and exude! I would seem kinda odd. Even if I'd never see him again because he's going back to Germany. I would still look like a fuck.

And apparently, Aries doesn't like him either. She hisses when we're in Japanese class. Tee Hee. I love my ghost kitty spirit.

Ojii-san said to get rid of Octoberfest's pencil sharpener that Panda and I stole (kinda) when he was being a fuck with Meatwad. We're gonna burn it in a fire at Panda's cabin. I get the feeling that Ojii isn't pleased with Octoberfest much. But that's Ojii-san, the ever great protector. At least he apologized for being a cunt to me earlier.

It was not appreciated much.

But I have to post this before the mail comes... which will be any minute.

Ja, bai bai!

Topaz Tribal